Yes, I know that my tubes are tied. Yes, I know that we don't have the $5,000+ to have reversal done. Even if we did, Joe would never go with it.
I was meant to be a mommy. I was born to have children. This is the only thing I have ever, ever wanted to do with my life.
I watch Logan grow & learn new things every day & it breaks my heart that she is my last child. Elijah will
I have that same yearning that I had before/while we were TTC Logan. It's in my heart, my gut, my soul. I often cried about the stupid choice I made; the tubal. I should've thought about it more.
Joe & I have talked about adopting or even just fostering. But,
Right now, I just can't shake this.
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Your not crazy for thinking that. Some people just want to have children and that is their life want. I really like it here to. I think i'll write here, OD and bloop, that way I know I'll always have somewhere to backup my writings!
I have been morning the same thing lately.
You know I always said I only wanted two and The Husband was more than content to just have one. He had the big snip done. And lately I've been dwelling on how another would be nice some days. I hope it goes away honestly. Because I don't want to feel like I did the wrong thing...or had him do the wrong thing.
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